M.A.D.

This feeling is one of my most hatest feelings ever.. .. why can’t I just get over it?? haay.. sigh… ayoko tlgang hinahayaang kumukulo un dugo ko abt something pero wala.. hay, gnun tlga, sometimes I just can’t control my self kahit na anong gawin ko.. Kahit na Im trying to be realy diplomatic eh, tlgang theres this intense feling of anger inside.. . hoo.. nabawasan ba galit ko sa through pagmumura? no.. di parin, ganun katindi… hay… tarages.. kasi siguro the factor that made me burst is a big one,, I dont want to have trust issues here pero trust is something that I realy do have to have.. pero nasira yun ng isang tao na tinuturing kong importante sakin.. gusto ko syang sapukin pero wala yun sa personality ko eh.. pero who cares?! anong perso-personality?? sa sobrang galit ko.. wala na sakin yan.. I dont care whatever other people might think of me, tutal, Im living my life for me.. ha.. its realy hard.. to spill this intense emotion esp at this time na my blood and anger is still boiling.. masisira ko tong keyboard ko sa sobrang gigil..

Meant for dreamin, not for havin’

when I say, its just meant for dreamin and not for havin., its somehow a quite complex idea.. a painstaking thing to follow esp. when it comes to people whom we consider a big part of who we are.. minsan, we must give up that person mainly for our betterment na rin.. to keep our sanity and to keep ourselves from doing things that we might regret later.. ayun yun eh!! amputa nman pero minsan things dont go our way talaga… hehe.. wala lng.. just want to write something regarding that feeling.. and no, the dilemma aint happening to me now.. gusto ko lang magsulat ng 2ngkol dun.. lol.. (my friend, kaya mo yan.. toinkz)

dan’s hotseat updated!!

ano ba yan.. minutes after posting my hotseat post, I remembered ilang araw ko na nga palang pinapakinngan yung shooting star by hale.. hehe.. so ayun.. dinagdag ko cya..

8. shooting star-hale

dan’s hotseat..

I have made a folder in my itunes called “dan’s hotseat” hehe.. wala lng.. there, nilalagay ko un mga songs na im so crazy to listen to… nandun sila hanggat baliw na baliw ako sa kanta na un.. for me to find them easily, kesa nman halughugin ko pa isa isa sa itunes ko.. pag di ko na ganong feel un song.. inaalis ko na.. So far, I have not updated my hotseat playlist., because the songs there ngaun are very poignant.. Im realy getting driven everytime I listen to those songs, they came from different genres.. Ako kasi, Im not into one certain type of song.. basta what suits me.. at may meaning.. ok un.. Music, honestly, is a big party of who I am.. thats why, somehow, you can see a part of me sa mga songs na pinapakinggan ko.. Sometimes, I write songs,.. maybe soon, Ill be posting the lyrics,, cyempre un melody nun song.. sa akin nlang un.. toinkz..

current tracks.. “dan’s hotseat”

1. knocks me off my feet-stevie wonder
2. isn’t she lovely-stevie wonder
3. angel of mine-monica
4. everytime-janet jackson
5. only reminds me of you-mymp
6. all out of love-jagged edge
7. crossroads-bone thugs n harmony

maybe ill be posting my new hotseat playlist the next time na magpalit ako or magdagdag.. : )

at last!

after ages of finding the right bloghost for me, finally, here it is!! mejo pagod na rin ako kaka trial and error sa ibat ibang blog sites eh!! haay.. First, I want to thank you for visiting my blog, though i dont know if you find my blog interesting.. thanks anyway.. pero.. Just to find something wherein I can spill and share my thoughts and emotions just incase its so overloaded.. hehe.. its such a big deal for me.. lol.. hope youll drop by here often!