raison d’ etre

at one point in my life.. you are my reason for being. However, things and circumstances change. People change. Its a fact and we cant get rid of that. But no problem. No biggie. After too much contemplation, Ive realized that life is too short to press with a single issue. We have a lot of things and priorities to attend to. So go on, grow and explore as much as I do.. I know that well always cross our paths and say hi and hello once in a while.. lets just be positive and wish each other well.. with that, I’m OK.

- anak ng.. ang keso no?? 

it really takes some time. go with the flow.

My 3rd week as a Senior college student just ended and everything is flowing smoothly.. well, smoothly for now. The tough acads and hectic times are yet to come and Im really preparing my self. As I had expected, I am currently adjusting to the new atmosphere.. I don’t have any problem so far with my new block mates and with my new group mates as well. I think the relationship between me and my group mates is a bit more important to establish since I will be spending more time with them this school year. wee, its not really a big issue, they’re all nice. I think were all nice especially at this point coz were still adjusting and we dont want to have a rough start or a “suck big time” first impressions.. but as far as im concerned, were just being nice in a good way, I mean, not in a plastic way.. so everything’s cool. no problem. im cool, they’re cool. so a fruitful and memorable senior year in college is in the works for all of us.

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off topic..

and after months of indulging my self with rock alternative music such as the likes of The Fray ( Cable Car, How to Save a life), David Cook ( Always be my baby ), Rascal Flatts ( He Aint the leavin kind ), Weezer ( Buddy Holly), Incubus ( Love Hurts ), The Pixies ( Where is my mind? ) to name a few, literally rocked and became a part of my daily routine for quite some time.. and as a part of my so called “music detour”, my ears are currently glued to the latest music of Mariah Carey. For those who don’t know,  my greatest Soul and R&B favorites are the Legendary Stevie Wonder and her female counter part, Mariah Carey. ( parang sa mga female international singers, si mariah lang, aside from christina ang kakaiba.. hehe )

I bought her new CD last summer and It’s only now that I was able to listen to it thoroughly. The entire album is very spontaneous, you wont even notice that you’ve already finished the whole cd and you’re like craving for more.. Its really worth the buy. sulit ang 460.

note: uber gulo ang ‘writing an entry’ habit ko lately, inuuna pa kasi ang panonood sa youtube tapos mag ta-type kung kelang pagod na ang mata eh. hahah. kita naman sa mga taglish phrases at informal english ko lately. ayus lang yun. ang sipag ko nga magblog eh.. hehe.

makes me wonder

My last day in pedia ward and my clinical instructor gave her comment regarding my performance..

“Ok ka naman sa ward, you were able to finish your assigned tasks on time and you were able to give the appropriate care for your patient.. kaya lang minsan, what holds you back is minsan hindi ka pa mature, I mean yung attitude mo sa ward na may pagka playful ka pa.. so may attitude problem ka pa regarding your playfulness dun.. pero ok ka naman ha.. Pero, ang interesting sayo is youre playful na parang happy happy lang pero when you start to talk in front upon your report, theres this sense of credibility in you na nako-convince ako dun sa report mo.. ewan ko, pero ako napaconvinced agad ako sa report mo.. magaling kang speaker.. diba minsan your playful and minsan ang first impression sayo is ay si mr. confesor, parang ok lang, ganyang lang.. but when you start to stand and talk in front of us, magugulat na lang kami na, ang galing mo.. You are so convincing na parang alam mo yung nirereport mo by heart.. Magaling kang speaker. Very spontaneous. You can impart your info’s effectively..

…Btw, I reported ” The transposition of the great Vessels”

……..Hmm, attitude problem ko daw ang pagiging playful sa ward, hindrance ba yun para ma perform ko yung mga tasks ko effectively?? pero atleast, effective speaker naman daw ako.. hmm, ewan ko ba kung matutuwa ako or malulungkot dun sa comment nya.. playful daw ako?? attitude problem ba ang pagiging playful? What is her real connotation with the term playful?? ang dami kayang pwedeng maging meaning nun.. hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan ang comment sakin ni maam.. haha.. isa isa kaya nyang binibigay yung comments nya sa harap ng buong group.. atleast nabigyan ako ng praises. yung comment niya nga sa iba is, parang hindi pa daw nya kayang iwanan sila sa ward mag isa.. mas masakit yun kasi parang ibig sabihin nun na ang boplax mo naman na wala pang tiwala sayo yung clinical instructor mo para iwanan ka mag isa.. lol