Random-ness

1. I was surfing the net., doing some stuffs when suddenly, a very  huge lightning roared over the sky (over. LOL) the electric pressure must be really that strong.. My laptop was plugged that time so the charger sparked… good thing lappy was not affected.. thank you charger for risking your life for my laptop’s dear life. haha..

2. I finally saw eclipse yesterday with my best friend.. Ofcourse, she cant get over with the scenes between bella and edward, and with jake as well.. the typical reaction of girls when watching the saga.. haha

3. Im excited for BSN batch 2010. They just wrapped up their board exam that was held last July 3 and 4. Lets all cross our fingers and hope for a complimenting result when it comes out

4. With the pang single salary that I am receiving. Working as a registered nurse also can become oh so tiresome.. good thing my parents are not expecting any contribution from me money-wise.. haha.. most of the time, my mom just tells me to consider my work as more of an experience rather that thinking of it as  a payed job.. therefore, I am just gaining an experience with incentives. LOL.. just another step for better things to come

Voice Out

Nursing

It won’t be soon before long. But I am again facing the same dilemma that I faced before. My heart is shouting something yet I became deaf and eventually learned to be nonchalant. Ghaaad, Daniel?! Still, you’re facing that same issue again. “Never you mind, I have learned to like Nursing anyway” As of now, It’s No Big Deal. Somehow, it’s true, I have eventually learned to love or at least like my course. I have been through a lot because of this, I surpassed all of them, and I know that ill be facing some more. I must prepare myself and be ready. I wont deny that I enjoy having Hospital duties and all that. But what if I followed my heart earlier? Maybe my present being would then have become less complicated and then I wont have to face all of this.. Maybe…. But I wont be a coward, I’ll continue the fight. I will go and find my victory and make my parents happy. Through that, eventually, I’ll find the inner peace within me..

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Outside…

The memory just slipped through my mind.. I can still remember that for once in my life, I felt that I was really out of place and that It seems impossible for me to find my worth. I’m neither here nor there. I’m ambiguous. I don’t have a space. All that’s left in me is my belief in my mindset that ” It is good enough to be what you really are.” Somehow it helped me find the solace within me, the strength to follow my stride and to resolve the negativity around me.

• Bully- I was once a victim of bullies, for once I never thought that I’ll overcome such incidence in my life. It gave me shame and a lot of inferiority.
• Being out of place- 5 months of being tortured by mere silence, your presence not felt. Tantamount to being not there at all.

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Happy Father’s Day

Happy Father’s Day Papa. I really do appreciate what you’re doing for our Family. Thank you for always making us feel special. I am very thankful that I grew up through your Good Upbringing. I miss you so much. Hope to see you soon.. I love you.

*my father is working overseas in London.

To all the Father’s out there, Happy Father’s Day!!!

Its all about Independence

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!

– I greeted you guys advance happy independence day twice. (courtesy of twitter) Now that its the exact anniversary of the independence of our dear country, let me just tackle some issues coinciding it. You know people, I am not really a political person but I think it’s just okay to talk politically just this once since today is our very own Independence Day. I dont have that much to say about it but let me just share my opinion and thoughts.. Since today is the anniversary of our freedom as Filipinos, it is a good time to sit and think.. I dont really pay a lot of time thinking about the issues of our country, sometimes I think I dont pay attention at all.. thats because for once, I despise the way politicians handle and govern our country.. i always thought to myself, that Filipinos will always be Filipinos and well be forever be a part of the so called “third world club”. I was really disapointed, maybe because I was thirsty for a change, a change that will benefit all of our countrymen in all walks of life.. Now, I am hoping that someday, that change will come, poverty will lessen, and there will be less hungry children roaming our streets. That change may not happen today, but if we Filipinos will change our mindsets, continue believing and help each other.. that change may happen gradually, and soon we will all feel the true essence of being free.

P.S– what a cheesy posts.. lol

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Self Independence…

When I was a child, I only have limited options in life. I enjoy playing with peers, going to school, and being valued by my parents. As I grew older, the list of my options grew longer and longer. Before, it’s all just about laughing, crying and sometimes being pushed around. That was before.. when I was still a child. Well, not today. Sometimes, I cant really believe how fast time flies.. before, I was just a kid who cries and seeks comfort through my mom. And then I became a teen and somehow became so carefree as well. Now, a few years later… no drastic changes happened really, but somehow, we seek for our own “independence”. I am not dumb, i know my own limitations. I know perfectly well what I can do and what I cannot.. In a way, I am a bit independent, i do make some bold decisions and stick to them. Sometimes going through that bold decision had led me to victories, sometimes to a fall- down as well. My parents were always there for me and I know that they will always be. I am not ashamed to concede or surrender and run to them for help. I am independent, only in a different light.

“kahit ang isang Guidance Counsilor tumatakbo din sa isa pang Guidance Counsilor pag may problema.. better yet, sa magulang nila”

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Thank You’s

To my new friends here in blogger, you know who you are.. Thank you so much for extending your arms and for your warm welcome!! Also, to those who always leaves a comment, thank you! I really do appreciate it!