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no entry for november. Its the first time it happened and I didnt quite catch it.. been busy lately. as in I am busy.. will be heading to baguio in a couple of days for my ielts and some side trips as well. after that, more good things to come =))

Virtual Insanity.

After the board exam and the employment training, a big chunk of my social life was cut off basically because I was too anxious to go out and immerse myself into so much fun as I was thinking too hard about the exam results. I isolated myself for a while and tried to be the best bum that I can be.. Ofcourse there were times when I bent my self imposed rules about not going out cause obviously, I need to have a life outside with my friends too… but most of the time, I am just at home, trying hard to be the couch potato king of the year.

My laptop became my bestfriend.. really. I may appear cheesy about bragging this much about a man made boob machine but literally, bumming with my lappy helped me in more ways than one in decreasing the anxiety that I was feeling that time. I was glued everyday.. accessing my mails, chatting with my buddies in which were all bragging about the forthcoming exam results.. face book ofcourse and much more. As a self confessed techie person, I became attached with my lappie.. (Fml, the cheesy meter will explode like orgasm now.) LOL.

I cant remember exactly when did this happened, but I was talking with Mama and Papa about my future voyage of going somewhere.. (I dont want to brag about it..  OK, Im excited about it but it also makes me feel sad as well.. OK . some of you know where I am going..) and they told me. ” Anak, iwan mo nalang yung laptop mo pag punta mo dun, dagdag dalahin lang yan” said my mom. “Bumili ka na lang ng bago ha..” my dad added. I was like “OK, no problem”.. but deep inside I was hurt because I dont want another laptop, I dont know ha, pero this gadget has the most sentimental value for me..hehe :p

Ofcourse, I dont want to make a big deal out of it so ill just try to let go and get a new one when I get there. But then, aside from my real life best friends and friends, Im going to miss lappie as much as I am going to miss my significant others. ( BASAG! ang arte!) Lol.

October 26.

Happy Birthday to me!! It seems only yesterday when my parents hugged me and greeted me on my sixth birthday.. Now, I cant believe that Im celebrating my birthday for the nth time, and every greeting spells “Y-O-U A-R-E G-E-T-T-I-N-G O-L-D!” haha!! thats it for me, a new lease in life though! Looking forward to a marvelous year ahead

still surreal :-)

Board Exam..

This may be a bit late but I still want to share with you guys some of my thoughts about it..Really, up to now, I still feel over elated and the rush is still there.. Ofcourse I aint hysterically screaming like when I first discovered that I passed.. but you know, I’m just overwhelmed and.. Happy. Sheer Joy indeed

Before the exam..

Yeah, I was like Oh my God, okay.. a few months before the biggest 2 days of my career yet.. and that’s the exam proper.. It will literally unveil my fate. Whooo!! I do get depressed in every disapointing grade per mock exam, and my morale gets a super boost every time I do got a high grade.. so basically, Im just so nerve wracked. I lost 5 kilos through the entire review up to the main board!

I was like always rushing, always working double time.. Ive also read some review books such as the udan and balita books.. just to satisfy my ego..

Honestly, I havent any pressure during my senior year. I was VERY CONFIDENT that I will graduate.. Theres no room for failure and i was like 95 to 100% sure that Ill graduate and I sure did!!  NO SWEAT!

But, with the board exam, ofcourse it came to a point that I was like ” Am I really sure that I’ll take the exam this June?? Am I ready?? or maybe Im just rushing too much??” ” like maybe it would be better if Ill take the exam this November??”" THE PRESSURE IS ON!!

Then Came the Exam Proper..

I was assigned at A.Mabini Elementary School (Quiapo) just a few blocks away from Isetan Recto, FEU.. I was nerve wracked specifically during the first part of the exam.. I was like praying and doing the sign of the cross every 20 minutes but I think it somehow helped me boost my confidence..Woohoo. LOL

Up to now, I still dont know how to put into writing how I felt during those 2 days. Mixed emotions, pressured, happy, excited, anxious all into one. Im glad that I didnt explode.

So I waited for almost 2 months before the results came out… July 25 2009, around 8:30 PM. Ofcourse, one of the happiest moments of my life.. I can now officially put those TWO Letters after my name with pride. I earned It..

Daniel S. Confesor Jr, BSN, RN  

The exam had a 41.87 percent passing rate.  32,617  passed out of the  77,901  who took the exam.

PS..  As always, I apologize for my mediocre post.. I am still pigging out, so there you go :p

Oath Taking :-)

August 27  Update:

Click HERE to read the Updated About Me section.

(nakakahiya pero ni post ko na rin. Lol)